So he left me again. He always does. For almost five years this is what he has been doing to me. On and off. Sometimes with no reason at all. Most of the time it’s because of me. “Yeah, it’s not him, it’s me.” Always. I try to convince myself that I understand everything but I don’t.
He made me believed that he was my soul mate.
It hurts so much how could he do this to me. Everything was great and all I did was love him. He told me he still loves me. But how could he let me go? I never wanted to be with someone else but I was pushed by the situation.
I know it’s unfair for him to wait. 5 years and I’m still not able to move on. I can’t get over him. I’m taken, he’s single, but we’re still seeing and hurting each other. I chased him and I let him chase me, too. But we both ended up with a bandaid. And the last time we had a talk, it never ended well. I don’t want to break down. But I want him. I don’t even think he’s perfect anymore but I still want him.
He made me believed that he was my soul mate.
It hurts so much how could he do this to me. Everything was great and all I did was love him. He told me he still loves me. But how could he let me go? I never wanted to be with someone else but I was pushed by the situation.
I know it’s unfair for him to wait. 5 years and I’m still not able to move on. I can’t get over him. I’m taken, he’s single, but we’re still seeing and hurting each other. I chased him and I let him chase me, too. But we both ended up with a bandaid. And the last time we had a talk, it never ended well. I don’t want to break down. But I want him. I don’t even think he’s perfect anymore but I still want him.
