expired license - check!

Anu ba mangyayari if u were caught driving with an expired license? Wala akong idea. As in wala rin akong idea na isang bwan na pala akong nagmamaneho with expired license.

Parang last week or two weeks ago lang magkasama kami ni Dkee, he showed me his license na hindi nya license. Uhm, mukha nya nasa license pero hindi nya pangalan. Ayun. We exchanged licenses, compared kung anung meron sa fake license. Well, medyo manipis yung sa kanya, malabo yung barcode, pangit cut ng card itself. Pero hindi naman talaga halata.Matagal nya tinitigan license ko, ewan ko lang bat hindi nya sinabi na expired na yung sakin. O baka hindi nya talaga napansin. 

Yesterday, i went to Western Union to get my sister's money. Ang tagal. Found out hindi na pala valid ID. Waaaah! Kung hindi pa nila sinabi, hindi ko malalaman! Wala na akong ibang dalang valid ID. I cant consider naman my company's ID as valid ID kasi hindi naman sya valid. Name, picture, employee's # and signature ko lang nandun. As in walang company name, address or kahit ano. Yun lang, literal! 

Mukha naman akong mabait kaya pinalusot na nila kung ano meron ako. Haaay!

Ngayon mas takot at mas ingat ako magdrive kasi hindi ako pwede magkamali. Saka ko na sya asikasuhin. Bahala na. Iiyakan ko na lang ulit yung pulis. Effective naman yung emo mode ko eh.

feel ko lang

emo-emohan ako today, hindi pa naman suicidal. bigo lang siyet. i tried my best naman. gusto ko talaga sya makita eh.

"Take Me With You"

Please Forgive me if I seem forward,

But I've never been in front of anything like you,

It's the last place I ever thought I'd be when I woke up this morning,

Is it true that you are always this breathtaking?,

And you're smart and you're willing,

And my god this is killing me,

Tell me all the things you never said,

We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed,

I don't have anything to hide,

I don't have anything everything is not for certain,

I don't have anything to hide,

I don't have anything everything is not for certain,

You started to see right through me,

And I'm loving every minute of it,

It's like I'm born again every time I breathe in so,

If you're curious my favorite color's blue,

And I like to sing in the shower,

If you like I'll sing to you,

Tell me all the things you never said,

We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed,

I don't have anything to hide,

I don't have anything everything is not for certain,

I don't have anything to hide,

I don't have anything everything is not for certain,

Tell me all of your hopes,

All of your dreams,

I want you to take me there (take me there),

Tell me all of your hopes,

All of your dreams,

I want to take you there (take you there),

Tell me everything,

Every breath,

I want you to know I'll be there (know I'll be there),

There's just one more thing,

One request,

I want you to take me with you,

Take me with you,

I will never let you down,

I will love you now and forever (now and forever),

***********************************************

eto like ko lang. never gets outdated.

Bday eksena

Its like another ordinary day during my bday. Walang bago. Hindi naman uso ang celebration sa bahay. Never naman ako nagkaparty sa bahay kahit simpleng balloon lang ala. Buti pa ang araw ng patay cncelebrate. Buti pa yung mga kapitbahay ko kahit walang pangbayad sa meralco nakakapagvideoke pa sa bday nila. I mean masaya sila.

Nakasanayan na namin siguro ang hindi magcelebrate. Hindi ko rin naman siguro gugustuhin ang eksena. Ok na rin ako siguro sa simpleng cake at konting kain lang. Ayoko ng attention pag bday ko. Hindi naman ako espesyal kaya hindi ko rin naman kailangan ng special treatment. Maalala lang siguro ng mga piling espesyal na tao na bday ko ok na un.

Emo lang talaga ako siguro tuwing bday ko kaya nga ayoko nagbbday eh. Takot ako tumanda. Greatest fear ko na ata yun. Ayoko tumanda. Eh may choice ba ko? Wala. Kaya ayoko naaalala na 1yr older na naman ako whaaa!

Ngayon may isa pang dahilan kung bat ako emo. Naalala ko bigla lolo ko. 1yr ago maga mata ko nun nagkita kami. Kung anu man yun last year pa yun. Wala, naalala ko lang sya ngayon. Isa sya sa mga taong hindi nakalimot sa bday ko. March pa lang nakaready na regalo nun sakin. Tapos january pa lang pinapaalala na nya na bday ko na. Every month tuwing pupunta ko sa kanya o bibisita magulang ko sa kanya pinapaalala nya na pumunta ko sa bahay nya para kunin regalo ko. Wala syang mintis. Kotse ko na yung last bday gift nya (well, tinulungan nya ko sa down). Namiss ko sya =( Maga na naman mata ko as usual. Baka maging tradisyon na ang puffy eyes ko.

Kanina i was expecting na walang pumansin sakin sa office. Halos magtago ako ng station kasi ayoko nga ng eksena. Tahimik lang ako. Kaso mukhang buong floor alam na bday ko. At kelangan ipagsigawan. Kelangan talaga tuwing makakasalubong nila ko babatiin nila ko kahit nabati na nila ko kahit paulit ulit. Kelangan pasigaw. Kelangan may makarinig na iba. Ayoko ng eksena. Hindi ko alam kung nangaasar ba silang lahat. Pero kelangan paulit ulit. Kelangan pati tindera, guard at jamas alam na bday ko. Nagpantig tenga ko. Parang tumanda ako ng malupet. Naappreciate ko naman yun. Ok na siguro yun kesa walang bati. Gaganti na lang siguro ako pag bday nila.

One wish: good health for my mom n dad.

Ayun lang.