Oasis

one of my all time fave songs, wonderwall:))

Made a meal and threw it up on sunday
I've got a lot of things to learn
Said I would and I'll be leaving one day
Before my heart starts to burn

So what's the matter with you
Sing me something new
Don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Times are hard when things have got no meaning
I've found a key upon the floor
Maybe you and I will not believe in
The things we find behind the door

So what's the matter with you
Sing me something new
Don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be

If your leaving will you take me with you
I'm tired of talking on my phone
There is one thing I can never give you
My heart will never be your home

So what's the matter with you
Sing me something new
Don't you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know
They only seem to come and go away


The way it's gonna be, yeah
Maybe I can see, yeah
But don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

eto tugtog ko buong araw nun namatay aso ko si butchoy. i remember nun college lagi ako inaasar ni brussel and leo na patay na si butch. ayun natigok nga. buong araw ako umiiyak sa school hanggang pagsakay sa van pauwi. good thing meron syang apo hehe si pocholo.

A Cold and frosty morning there's not a lot to say
About the things caught in my mind
As the day was dawning my plane flew away
With all the things caught in my mind
And I wanna be there when you're...
Coming down
And I wanna be there when you hit the ground
So don't go away say what you say
But say that you'll stay
Forever and a day...in the time of my life
Cos I need more time yes I need more time
Just to make things right
Damn my situation and the games I have to play
With all the things caught in my mind
Damn my education I can't find the words to say
About all the things caught in my mind
Me and you what's going on?
All we seem to know is how to show
The feelings that are wrong

Top news

Yesterday I was the happiest b!tch alive, and now I am hurting like hell there's no more tomorrow. Tinanggihan nanaman niya ko times ten to the nth power.

Dagdagan pa ng issues sa office. Top news na ang G2G namin ni Chat. Found out someone got devastated with our stat. Sabi ni Miklo nasiraan daw ng ulo yung boss niya. I didnt expect na si Glenn G yun haha. Basta ang tsismis lang sakin ng isang manager na meron "patay na patay sakin." Like like ko yung term.

Anyweyz, it was Jaynie's bday celeb kahapon. Masama talaga pag nagdadalawang isip eh. Sana di na ako tumuloy. Well, maganda at maayos naman parking ng kotse ko sa harap ng house ni Abe. Hindi naman ako masyado lasing. Keri ko ang empoy. Mga tatlong shots lang siguro si Abe. We were all happy. Tapos biglang bad news. Kala ko joke. Sabi nila naatrasan ni Abe kotse ko. Ayun. Napakalaki ng kalsada. Malayo ako sa bahay niya. Ewan ko kung bakit inabot ako ng kotse niya. Ok lang mabangga pero yung sasabihin ng magulang ko ang pinakamahirap tanggapin sa lahat.

Time to get sober.
Lasing ako. Halos isuka ko na bituka ko. Atanoso was sleeping inside the room. Hindi siya nakainom. I went in. Alam naman niya gusto ko siya ever. I told him kahit lasing ako wala akong gagawin sa kanya. Ganun din naman siya. Aubz and Chris went inside the room, too. They saw me hugging him. Lights off. Tinukso kami. Yun lang. Sinigurado ko hindi naka-lock yung door. Ayoko ng issue. Alam niya kausap ko sa text si --- Umiyak lang naman ako. Sobrang lasing ako i thought he was --- so i kissed him. Smack lang naman. Tapos nakatulog na ko. Nothing happened.

Pag gising ko wala na si Lee. Pumasok yung bday girl sa room trying to confirm yung kwento ni Aubz about something. May damit naman akong suot, hindi naka-lock yung door, pants zipped. Walang nangyari.

I received txt msgs from my parents, Abe, ---, and 1 unknown number.

Parang nagunaw mundo ko nun nabasa ko yung txt niya ---
Napraning naman ako nun nabasa ko yung 2 msgs from unknown #: "Maricel to bkt cno 2", "asan ka ba."
Not sure kung si cel yun gf ni lee. Ayoko ng kaaway sa office. Wala naman nangyari.

It's my off today. My evil twin sister said headline na ako sa office.

Dkee texted me and said "I dont like the kris aquino image on you. Over publicity na ata yan..."
Tinamaan naman yata ako dun huhu.

Coffee Talk

We talked for almost 3 hours. And I've got the nerve to ask him about her. I get jealous at times when I feel someone is already making him happy. But it's ok. I have to.

We sipped our coffee slowly and loud as we chat about our experiences. We had a guessing game. 28, 21, 23, 24 and 25 were my magic numbers. (Gotcha at 24! It can never be three in a row)

We talked. We laughed. We kissed. I still never get sick and tired of him.

I have his lighter, he had mine.....

And I will always remember that place as a magical spot for love.

Paano Pag Sarado Na Ang Pinto?

Wala akong maisip.

A. Meron naman daw bintana na pwedeng buksan.
B. Hayaan na lang na sarado, baka meron nang ibang tao.
C. Sirain na lang.
D. Hintayin na lang na may magbukas na iba, saka ka pumasok.

Madalas ata mangyari to sa bahay namin. Nasasaran ako ng pinto pag malakas hangin or may naglock ng pinto. Wala akong susi. Nasubukan ko na ng maraming beses sirain ang pinto at bintana sa galit ko. Pero one time sinubukan ko na lang maghintay na may magbukas. Ok naman. Nakapasok din. Tagal nga lang.